I'm sorry but I have to admit,I'm selfish...

What can I say,it's human nature to be selfish.

The past few weeks has been a disaster.I've made quite a few mistakes,I've thought of things I should not have,I doubted when I shouldn't have.You know what I really need?A day off.

I even scolded someone dear who took the effort to apply for leave to help me settle my PTPTN and yet,I snapped at that poor fella for wasting his holidays.Even though I sometimes complain that we do not get to spend time together and here I am,scolding him for doing something that I had complained earlier.Miserable,selfish,brat I am...

It's strange but I think I am actually craving for something but I can't seem to point it out.Ice-cream?Chocolates?Fries?This is driving me crazy...

The assignments keep on coming.One after the other,like a domino effect.Neverending... Well,that's the price one have to pay for not having to sit for exams.This communication degree requires you to hand in assignments and not exams.

If given a choice,I would want to live like there's no tomorrow...But the chains and ropes hold me back.I'm forced to obey the norms of society.

GOT THAT?! You must behave like a proper lady in high society.Flaunt your talents and beauty and never mistakes.Keep a stiff upper lip and show the world what you have...

The Fellowship of Men...

I enjoyed myself tremendously yesterday during the Taylor's Christian Fellowship.It has been a long time since I have made new friends,met new people,new faces.I have to say,it was refreshing.

Good job to Jade,Joash and to the other CF committee.

Pastor David Yeow was refreshing,refreshing and refreshing.=)

Hopefully things would take a turn,because I have been stressed out by assignments and what-nots.Really stressed. Including the ridiculous PTPTN forms.I could literally rip my brains out. =(

Back to reality now...

In a MESS!

Argh,this is what happens when you do last minute packing.I forgot to bring my thumbdrive! All my notes! All my homework! My life is practically in there! Noooooooooo...Ok,I was just exaggerating.But yeah,it was actually a pain in the butt.All my notes are inside there,my articles for my PR subject are in there.Thank God I had decided to get the internet access from the library.The computers in the library are so slow! As slow as a tortoise?I just googled which is the slowest animal on earth and the sloth IS considered the slowest animal.

I detest the new way of submitting our assignemnts.I practically loathe assighIT.Why can't we just hand in a hard copy of our assignments.What a bother...

Now,the only assignments left are PR's media diary,the 10 articles and CCS's weekly tasks.ARGH!
CCS peer-reviewed article needs to be summarized!!!!!!!!! SOMEBODEH KILL ME!

Worn out...

And here I thought Sunday was suppose to be the day you rest.I mean come on,even God rested on the Sabbath! My Sunday was packed like a can of sardines!

First half of my day was spent in church,from 9am till 4.15pm.After an hour of last minute packing we went for dinner and immediately went to Jusco for a movie,Alive in Wonderland.
After that,went to buy some essentials and as it was raining very heavily,we decided to hang out in Starbucks for awhile for the rain to stop. Around 10.15pm and no sign of the rain stopping,we made a dash to the car.I decided to drive as I felt that I needed to practice driving since it has been quite some time when I drove.

And guess what,it took me an hour just to reach Nilai! ONE WHOLE FREAKING HOUR! The traffic jam was crazy,bumper to bumper and 2-3 accidents by the road. Funny thing was,after Nilai,there was no traffic at all.NONE! How do you explain that?!

It took me two and a half hours just to reach PJ.It usually takes an hour and fifteen minutes max to reach PJ.Honestly speaking,I could have fallen asleep behind the wheel if it weren't for some hyperactive monkey in the car chattering,trying to keep me awake. I was soooooooo tired.If this happens every week,I'll tell you what,I'll just run away!

Today was no exeption,the morning class was bearable,while the afternoon class was a pain.A REAL PAIN!This is the first time in my whole college/university life that I really couldn't stand it.And with all the last minute changes,come on,you trying to get me killed?

Assignments all due next week.Easter is around the corner.Know what that spells? ENDLESS NIGHT OF COFFEE DRINKING...

I'm physically,mentally and emotionally tired...Can't get any worse than this.

Dear God,if you are reading this,please,I need a break.Thanks,and maybe You could send someone to help me with my assignments?I need a little help from You.Thank YOU...

Eve was FRAMED!

These are the dancers of Agape Gospel Assembly,ages range from 7 to 25? Haha...














I had an extremely busy day.Hectic to the max! I was flooded,extremely flooded.
I woke up at 8am,dad wanted to bring us to Min Kok for breakfast but when we reached Min Kok there was a queue as long as the gigantic snake from Anaconda the movie.

We soon improvised and went to a nearby coffee shop and had some delicious mutton/char siew/pork noodles.Well,I had hakka mee,was craving for it for no apparent reason.After breakfast,it was already 10.35am,so my dad just drop me off church for dance practice. Waited for the others and had a shouting match with the kids until 3.30pm. You know kids,they are cute but they also have a mind of their own.I had quite a tough time controlling them especially the ones who thought they were far too important to obey me. After a gruelling 4 hour stunt with them,my dad came and pick me up.

My journey did not end here,he ended up driving me around with him to do some errands.On the way home,he asked me whether I wanted to visit Carrefour as I have never been inside the newly built Carrefour near my place.I finally reached home at 6.30pm. Then I had to immediately force feed one of the pups as he was having some difficulties feeding.Poor thing has an abnormally large tongue which i-do-not-know-why-for-some-scientific-fact that he could not suckle/feed on his mom.And now,it is 7.30pm.I need to continue with my Effective Comm. notes! Argh!

Want to know my agenda for tomorrow?
Hmm,let's see.
8AM-Wake up for church
9.30AM-in church till 11.15am
11.30am-stay for dance practice
1pm till 4.30pm-combine practice with choir and drama team
4.30pm till 6.30pm-Some big shot coming over to my house about the complaint(the road in my area has been closed and there were some major complaints.Some big shot is coming)
7PM-Leave to Jusco for a movie with family(Alice in Wonder Wonderland...)
9.30pm-have late dinner with family and finally...
10.15pm-leave for KL...

Add or minus a few hours...

Well,that sums up my weekend.Now,all I have to do is find some time to insert HOMEWORK into my schedule.

Is my life busy or hectic?Nah,just a typical weekend of mine. =)

Twenty,plenty and a granny...

This sarcastic/mean/irritating/sadistic-in-a-way/crazy/emo-ted/cynical/cutting/critical... and the list can go on...has finally turned twenty.One word man,OLD! =)

But he is fun to be around with,though I hate to admit it.

I have to thank him for the changes in my chat life.
Examples:noob,git gud,nao,ye,git gud on mae level,nawt,dummeh,y *insert name* y?,moar,bai...

Well,there were ups and downs but it was an honour knowing you.May you have a blessed birthday and may you continue kicking for the next 60 years and MOAR!

Happy Birthday~ (^^,)

Finally,some photos...

This is Mojito.Everyone say hello,Mojito!
(19/3/2010)














This is Dixie.Say hello Dixie.Dixie looks like this because she took a sip of Mojito.
(19/3/2010)














This is Dixie before the Mojito.In KLCC,trying on some hats.I think I look like one of those chinese tourists.Cute ain't I?
(19/3/2010)















This is Dixie in some Vietnamese restaurant.Food was yummy.This is the appetizer.Nice with a variety of food.
(19/3/2010)



The appetizer.
(19/3/2010)




Some random old photo taken during Chinese New Year 2010.





Can't even remember when this was taken.