Friday, September 24, 2010

My family is where my heart is...

I have to say, home sweet home or in my case, I prefer to say Home Chocolate Home!(lame,I know right!)

I've missed everyone,my dogs who greeted me with licks and whines after a week of not seeing me. Especially Fluffy,she is one dog that can really melt your heart. After coming out of the car, she whined and whined as if it has been 10 years since she saw me. She clambered, jumped and scratched me all over. Hershey came next, and then the old dog. Benji needed to be called and he is the oldest dog and the one I am most fond of. He came,sat in front of me and waited for me to pet him. Then as I walked further in front to play with Fluffy, he came over and sat right next to me, making sure his fur touches my knee,a sign that he wants more attention. =)
I love my dogs!

Fluffy!


Hershey,the mummy!

Fluffy again.


Hershey again!


Fluf muff!

There are no pictures of Benji coz well, he's old but he's cute. Yeah, why didn't we take his pictures? Old man must be camera shy!


And bam, suddenly I have so many things to do. Tomorrow I will have to cut the grass, then print out my chord sheet, and after practice I might bake. Then I have to study my Media Lit.

I seem to have a lot of things to do.Time to reorganize my time and schedules!

Well,back to my story, as I walked into the living room, the familiar rush of warmness in seeing my mum, sitting on the couch, my eldest and third sis sprawling on the next couch watching their favorite Hong Kong drama. Youngest sis hiding somewhere in the house but yeah, at least this is home.

These are snippets of Lady Antebellum's songs which seem to be directed at me.


Seems I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognized my own reflection, no
Scared of love, but scared of life alone...
(Ready to Love Again)

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when its time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
With every year passing
They mean more than gold
May you win but stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone
(Never Alone)

Sometimes I feel cold as steel
Broken like I’m never gonna heal

Every day I drive by a little white church
It’s got these little white crosses
Like angels in the yard
Maybe I should stop on in, say a prayer
Maybe talk to God like He is there
Oh, I know He’s there
Yeah, I know He’s there

Well hello world
How you been
Good to see you, my old friend
Sometimes I feel as cold as steel
And broken like I’m never gonna heal
And I see a light, a little grace, a little faith unfurls
Well hello world

Sometimes I forget what living’s for
And I hear my life through my front door
And I breathe it in
Oh, I’m home again
And I see my wife
Little boy and little girl
Hello world
Hello world

Well the empty disappears
I remember why I’m here
Just surrender and believe
I fall down on my knees
Well hello world
(Hello World)

Piling up! UP UP AND AWAY!!!

I've just finished my IDM blog.Now that's a relief. Now I just have only 90873928374982 else things to do.

I really want to make my own puff pastry.
I really want to do some baking.
I really want to finish all my assignments at once...
I really want to eat McD's cheese fries.
I really want ....

Yeah,enough of I wants...

Did some cooking in apartment,landlady finally appeared and bought a new gas tank. Thanks to mummy,I make a pretty good herbal porridge using red dates(hong zou and kei chi). Ahahaha...

Feeling pretty relaxed,for now. I believe I deserve a break after this IDM thingy... Need to start on Media Lit and IPD. AND GS! ARGH!

I know I may sound like I'm repeating this but...I think I am losing my guts again. I need to stand up for myself and stop letting other people push me around. *push push*

As much as I hate to admit it, I can be a sucker for attention too. Didn't get what I said? Well, it can mean that, I would do anything(this is just a general discussion,and by anything I didn't mean anything, I was just giving an example) to get attention? Get friends? Get attention.Wait I just said attention. =)

Let me get this straight first,you out there,yes you! Do not judge me! Ok? Yes, I may have my weak points but who are you to tell me who I'm not and what I should do?I am who I am,whether you like it or not. What happens to me now,will make me into a person some day.
I am person,a person with feelings!(stole that line from She's the Man.) =p

ok.Enough of blogging. Blogging for two subjects kinda make me sick of blogging. Well,it's not that bad but,you know...

C ya later aligator!