Rumble Grumble...

Rumble grumble,
My stomach's in trouble,
It feels like an empty bubble,
Need a burger, wait, make it a double.

Add some fries and a shake,
And a big chocolate cake,
Next,I'll have a medium rare meaty steak,
With some potatoes, either mashed or baked.

No, it's not fake,
I really am in a hungry state,
You wanna bring me on a date?
It's either a give or take!

Composed by Dixie Ong
3 November 2010
6.15pm

All it takes is a little patience...

I've just realized that, I tend to want to grow up pretty fast. Instead of enjoying what I am and what I have currently, there will always be this tiny hint of longing.

I have just cleaned my room again. I could not stand another day living in my dirty and messy room so I took action. I even cleaned and almost dismantled my small fan in the process. Now, after cleaning my room, I am paranoid. Even a single hair falls of my head I would pick it up. Not to mention the little annoying 6-legged tiny things I found crawling all around my room.

So far, I am pretty contented with myself but deep inside I know there are a hundred and one things for me to do. I find it hard to picture myself working. I could imagine myself studying and all but I just can't picture myself, working in a company, for a company, like having a serious job, not part time or something. Maybe I am afraid of not being able to see and predict the future. I do not like not knowing what will happen...

Uncertainty is the only certainty there is, and knowing how to live with insecurity is the only security.
John Allen Paulos.

Torture...

Since my holidays are coming soon, recommendation of work anyone? =)

My dad saw this ad in the newspaper about some pastry and baking course in 3 months. He asked me whether I was interested or not. Well, I was planning to EARN money not spend money but yeah, I was interested. So we went online to check how much it would cost and our eyeballs literally fell out of our sockets! For a 3 month course, it will cost you 10k ++. And that's not including the other expenses. A Full 9 month course would cost you 30k++. Wow... Well, it's back to square one.

My IPD torture is, well, almost over. Honestly I can tell you, this is one course I would never understand and has the worst assignments. I really do not see the point in taking/studying this subject. Sorry to say this but this subject is almost and practically useless besides taking up our time and money. Whoever came up with this subject should go... well, you know...

More updates soon. Stay tuned. =)

The Legend of Ong Lee...

Pardon the face, I was actually going to take a nap.

Chrissie did this to me...

Am currently taking a 10 minute break at exactly 2.30am from my assignments. Oh, the joy of being student.

I have been walking around with my really bad and outta shaped glasses. I need new spectacles or better still, give me a new pair of eyes that doesn't need the help of glasses. It keeps slipping of my nose. Yeah, go ahead, laugh, flat nose. So? At least I have a nose!

One of the things that I really regretted doing when I was young was to think that wearing glasses was cool. As young and foolish as I was, I would lie down and read, read under the dim lights, sit really close to the television and to my immense joy, I had to have glasses! I use to read a lot. Like super duper a lot. I can even speed read as fast as Sonic the hedgehog can run. Believe it or not, give me a Harry Potter book, around the size of the fourth book and give me a whole solid 3-4 hours by myself and I can finish it. Honest! Scouts' honor!

So yeah, total stupidity led to regret. =(

Ok, it's 2.43am now, that's 3 more minutes wasted here instead of doing my assignments. =(

Help anyone?

Warm buttery garlic bread...

Hah, did my blog title make you salivate? Because I am having 3 pieces of warm garlic butter bread while waiting for daddy! Muahahhaha...

Sunday's best...

Me in my Sunday's best... Looking more like a working lady though... Skirt belongs to my mum, or someone... I get a lot of second hand clothes... Not that I'm complaining. =)


The black belt is really old. Belonged to my mum when she was young. It's around 30 years old. It's coming back to fashion with all the over sized belts and to think my mum used to strut around with most of the clothes that I have now. Fashion is so repetitive...

I need to ensure that my weight stays constant... It has been going up and down like a roller coaster which is a very bad thing. I feel this is what people call binge eating... I really watch what I eat sometimes and there are times when I overindulge,like literally indulge in chocolates, junk food, ice cream...*you can start salivating now*

These cravings MUST stop. =(

A long overdue-ed confessions...

Me mum found out already... =p

Dad will sooner or later read this post, so yeah, here it goes...



Yup, this might and most probably will be my last piercing. I had this stupid thinking of wanting to balance out my piercings as I had 2 piercings on my right ear, so I decided to balance my body's equilibrium by piercing the left ear. =p I know, stupid explanation and excuse right.


Hoi,DON'T JUDGE ME!!!