As I grow older(though I don't feel it at all) I've come to the realization that there are responsibilities that I have to carry. Yes,I do envy those who still depend on their parents and their parents don't mind it at all.
Every decision made has its consequences. I ain't a little girl anymore and yet there are times when I just feel like leaving things as it is,without worrying about the costs.
Being an adult is so different from a teenager or a kid.
It is a phase everyone has to go through and yet I am afraid to take the step there.
I've been hiding behind a mask. I am afraid of rejection,I am afraid of being lost,I am afraid of being nothing.
Time has come for me to face my demons,my fears,my faults...
Hopefully,there will be a change in me,because I can't fight it anymore.