Thoughts alone...

Thoughts keep running through my mind....

I am thinking whether I can cope,working and studying at the same time.

Will I learn to be more discipline and responsible?

Will I learn the true meaning of responsibility?

Family day on Merdeka Day...

I have a super sporting dad... I mean,come on,how many dads do these kind of ehem crazy ehem embarrassing kind of things?

Oh yeah, and my mum too.

Dad,pretending to be the mannequin.

Dad: Why is this doll touching my hand???

In Tony Roma...

Yeah, my mum does this in public but dad is reaaaaal shy...

The Ong sisters. (L-R:Chris,Pris,Dix,Trix)

Believe it or not,this is the first time I camwhored in a dressing room.And I was wearing my own clothes!

Enjoyed the lil family outing a lot. Wish could do this more often. We did a little shopping too!
Me is loves family!

It's all a facade...

I thought I kept it all locked away for good. I thought I was tougher than that. I thought I could handle this. Well, I thought wrong.

When can I wake up from this nightmare? Is this even a nightmare? It has been hard, differentiating reality and dreams.

Am treading on still waters. Holding my breath, afraid of losing out, afraid of going insane.

Wait, maybe going insane would be easier on my insanity.

I thought I was strong,turns out I was wrong.
I thought I was happy,turns out I was dotty.
I thought I had let go, turns out it isn't so.
I thought I knew my aim, turns out it was all a game.
I thought I was a bore, turns out life is a chore.
I thought I would live by the shore, turns out, I didn't know what for.
I thought I could live, turns out it was just my shift,
I thought in this world I was more than just a girl, turns out it was just a game of thrills.
I thought I could take it easy, turns out it was just plain messy,
I thought I could take step by step, turns out it was all a mishap.
I thought I knew the meaning of love, turns out I'm just a little girl.

Dixie Ong, 3 September 2010.

I'm not looking for perfection...

Ok,this will be a totally random post.

I've lost my passion, my joy, my will to continue fighting the long-hard and winding road.

"Nobody Knows" by Pink

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

Hyperventilates!

I. WANT. THIS!

Pink Pink Pink!

OK,so now my favorite artist is... jeng jeng jeng... Pink!

I used to like her and some of her songs but wasn't that into music at that age.After some digging and watching her music videos, I can now PROUDLY say,I'm in love with her(in a non-sexual way please.) Kinda admire her for her rocker chic look and all those daring hair cuts.WOW...Am loving her style! Like I've always said, I used to be really tomboy and her style is rock/elegant/funky with edge and the i-don't-give-an-eff-what-you-think-about-me! *drools*

Some of the music of hers that I'm in love are
1.You and Your hand
2.So what
3.Who knew
4.Please Don't leave me

and many more...You guys should really check out the music video for You and Your Hand! Awesome possum!

Been feeling,happier at the moment. Thanks to the people around me.=)

And,a lot of people say that I sound like Jasmine Joseph.I DON'T! If I have her voice,I would be singing everywhere I go,with a voice like hers, wow,which I can only admire.

Ok,that's all...

Pictures of me...