Lousy friend am I...

As I was reading through Chloe's blog,I realised that I have totally lost contact with all my beloved high school friends... Chloe,Jian Li,Liew Pei Yee,Ching Yan,Kwai Chan,Wai Shee,Sheera,Chin Hui,Amelin,Dyi Ting,Amelin,Stephanie,Sook Fun,Mei Ji,Mei Lin,Diane,Vanessa and so many others.It's such a shame. My lack of effort in communicating with these people is such a shame.I'm ashamed of myself.I've been so caught up with my own life that I have neglected these very same friends that I have gone through thick and thin. Sorry guys. HOPE to meet up with everyone soon.

You cramping my style???

Oooh,so help me!

Summary writing,and here I thought we needed to be creative? So what's up with the follow-the-example-I-gave-you? You is cramping me style!Believe it or not,I wrote my summary for 6 hours! Well,in between that 6 hours I was listening to music,looking for ants to kill,cooked a packet of maggi mee,fell asleep for half an hour,read a few pages of magazine,washed my clothes,ate an apple,doodled on my paper and finally after 6 long and painful hours I finished my summary.And I had to squeeze every amount of creativity from my brain to try to write this summary and in 5 minutes,you told me to follow the freaking example you gave us????Like what?????!!!!!!

Ok,so far,I have been trying to boost myself to study harder and not procrastinate and thanks to Amber,who has been a great motivation to me.Living alone has been very quiet compared to living with all 3 sisters,8 dogs and parents.Noticed any difference?I do.

Degree has been a real challenge.All the readings and researching and summarizing,this cannot be compared to foundation.SAY NO TO PROCRASTINATION!

How do you make friends with your housemates whom you only get to see at night when they return home from work and immediately shut themselves in their own rooms?I once accidently bumped into one of them and gave her a shy smile and you know what I got in return?A stare which says "what the crap are you looking at and who the heck are you?" Well,maybe it was just me but that was what I felt at that very moment.You can't say I didn't try.

My room looks like a mess.I did clean my room but it still looks like a mess.I think it's because there are too many stuff lying around even though I tried arranging them and placing them in order but it still looks like a hurricane just swept past my room.It's not my fault.Really!I tried.

Currently,THE only thing that can uplift my appetite is Aunty Anne's. The past two days I was force feeding myself.Bluek... I found out that,I can't concentrate in class if I'm sitting at the back of class while I turn into a hardworking and determined student when I am in the front seat.Looks like there is some truth in the research done by some people.Moral of the story,SIT RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE LECTURER.

I'm in a lack-a-dai-si-cal mood.

WORD OF THE DAY: Lackadaisical = idle or indolent especially in a dreamy way,lacking spirit or liveliness!

TA-DA! I learnt a new word today.

I've been trying to be hardworking. Yesterday I cleaned my room. I swept the floor and hand-mopped the floor (Cinderella style).
Then I tried studying, read some slides given by the lecturer and started on my summary. After every 5 minutes I have this compulsive disorder to look at the ceiling/walls/floor for ants. They seem to be everywhere even though I have cleaned every nook and cranny in my room. Ants irk me. They are very irk-ish. Want to know the fun part? After cleaning my room, my housemate decided to fry an egg. With onions. And walah,my room is reeking of egg and oil.

To be honest, I felt a lil' lonely. Just a tiny bit.

Ok, I have been staring at this page for 10 minutes. Mental-Block. Good bye...

Faded Memories:The Movie

I was casually surfing the internet when I saw that there was a movie with the same name as my blog.Faded Memories by Anne-Sophie Dutoit. She was only 14 when she first drafted on this,and she managed to convinced people to finance her and soon started filming at the age of 16.

I'm feeling a little slothful so therefore am just going to copy and paste the synopsis from the main website. I will also insert the link for those who want to check out the trailer. http://www.fadedmemoriesmovie.com/TheMovie.html

Movie Synopsis

Seventeen-year-old Cassandra (Anne-Sophie Dutoit) has a rare phobia: she is afraid of physical contact with other people -- a condition that has haunted her all her life.

Cassandra and her aunt Maggie May (Ely Pouget) drift from town to town in a beat-up trailer, while Maggie May looks for the next man in her life and her next bottle of booze. When they arrive in Malibu, California she meets Lucas (Brock Vincent Kelly) a handsome teen and for the first time begins to feel for someone. Lucas is fascinated by the beautiful and different Cassandra and slowly they fall in love.

But Nancy (Kim Morgan Greene), Lucas’ mother, has other plans. Her husband (Robert Sampson) is dying and the family will go bankrupt if she can’t marry Lucas off to Pam (Marika Devan), whose parents are wealthy.

Nancy sees how much Lucas is attracted to Cassandra and will do anything to break up the budding relationship. She asks former detective Peter (Nick James) to find out what he can about the two intruders. What he uncovers sets off a dramatic chain of events that change the two teenagers’ lives forever as Cassandra is sent to a mental health facility.

While incarcerated, Cassandra writes dozens of letters to Lucas. But she never sends the letters and she hears nothing from him. It is only when she is released seven years later that the deep mystery of her life unravels.

I have to say,I am very keen on watchng this movie.It is not everyday one gets to be an actor and a director at the age of 16. Wow...

The Start of a New life.

Some of you must be wondering,why bother creating a blog when I use to have one? Well,frankly speaking,for me,blogging is a form of writing,a form of expressing myself creatively. Honestly speaking,I did not do any style of writing when I deleted my blog and I found that my skills in writing has decreased,dwindled,diminished and slowly fading away~~~

So,I hope many of you will welcome me with open arms as I pour my heart and soul into this blog.(nah,just kidding) I will reminisce/brag/complain about my life but to the minimal as I have seen the effects of exposing too much of oneself through the internet.

Firstly,I currently have one week old puppies,six of them to be exact,crawling and clambering all over the floor. THEY ARE FOR SALE. I will soon post pictures of them when they have opened their eyes.

Ok,that's all for today.Whew,I can feel the strain in my brain after the long periond of non-creative thinking and writing.

Toodles~~