Thursday, July 12, 2012

Crossroads...

Believe it or not. Crossroads are very real. I am not confused, just that the heart ain't letting go.  Should i do this or should I do that. Hmmm...


On a happier note, I have been trying to improve my skills. Practiced the guitar till the skin on my fingers are thick and peeling. Tried to "recultivate" my reading habits. I even bought a book. After many years of borrowing books(not that I don't buy any, it's just that I do not know which book is worth buying.), I finally bought one.


Thankfully, this was a good book. Not bad for a bedtime story, nothing adventurous or action packed but it is thought provoking and heart wrenching. It deals with an issue that many of us would never take a second to think about. Institutes for the mentally and physically challenged.

Do we know what goes on in those institutes that are so called built to protect these gifted people. Very thought provoking. Ok, I am not going to say anything more in case I spoil it for some people. Not a bad book. Not bad.

I don't really trust myself in buying books. I don't have a typical genre that I like. I read. PERIOD. I read romance novels, action, thriller, comedy, (well, so far I have not read a non fiction one, besides the Bible) and maybe even horror. Wait, what is a horror book anyway? 

Well, as for my baking. Don't even want to mention it. Longest failing streak. =( Maybe I should just stick to baking those that I have succeeded in making. I wanted to try something new, a new recipe but blah. 

There are some food pictures from an outing my sisters and I took to Mid Valley but I am far too superior to be sitting in front of my laptop uploading pictures. Aren't we all superior? 

For the past few weeks, I have turned into a night owl. I sleep at 5-6 in the morning and awaken to the hot afternoon sun on my face. That would usually be around 2-3pm.

Happy news, lost a few kilograms. XD

Not that I am dieting or anything. Just that since I have stopped going to the gym and running, I decided to cut back on my carb intake and started doing some exercises at home. Trust me when I say I have a mini gym at my place. Well, technically it's my dad's place but you know what I mean. 

A treadmill, a 5kg dumb bell, a yoga mat, a stepper (step up thingy), and a huge ass hula hoop (you know, the one that is made out of ratan and is as thick as your wrist).

The items that I usually use are the yoga mat and the dumb bell. That's all. Thanks to a very very annoying and irritating downstairs neighbor(goodness, thinking him as a neighbor even gets me repulsed). Mr.A is one heck of an annoying man. It started when the sound of the wooden chair scraping the floor, I mean once or twice and he would come up all the way, ring our doorbell and complain. Not once, not twice, this has been going on for a few months already. After the second complaint, we bought rubber soles for the chairs. We almost carpeted the whole floor. We were quite sure we would not encounter him but lo and behold up he comes again. It was then we realised that the upper floor was also making noises, like heavy items being dragged around(I think my family did not notice it sooner as we are quite used to noises and we are not easily irritated). We told him so many times that we ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR the noise and even showed that we rubber soled our chairs and carpeted most of the floor. But he was not contented. He even called the guards to come up to OUR door to check whether we were making noises!!! 

Just writing about this has brought up my anger level. Like a pest is he. There is no point in explaining to that man no more. But once he complained and my mum heard about it, she went right up to his door and well, she did not bite his head off but she did give him a piece of her mind. He did not make any more complaints after that but speak of the devil too soon, he appeared just 2 weeks ago. Now he says that there are people throwing cigarette butts over the balcony and the wind sweeps them into ours and his. Oh, and the usual noises that he hears. I have a good mind of giving him a PIECE OF MY MIND the next time he comes. 

Ok. I think this post is enough to cover up for the many absent posts. 

Cheerio!


Thursday, June 21, 2012

Drowning self in recipes.

So. The holidays has just begun and I am already feeling very bored to my bones. =( So, what better opportunity than to look up for recipes and practicing my baking skills. 

Stumbled upon these three blogs, food blogs to be more specific.
1. http://smittenkitchen.com/
2. http://simplysogood.blogspot.com
3.http://cookingclassy.blogspot.com/

Made Apple Crumble today. So far, I have to say, I really admire those who take the effort to take a picture of each step of the process of making/baking something. Hats off to you guys. I have yet to learn that art of patience. So far, I only manage to take pictures of the stuff after they are done.

Modern oven, the TURBO OVEN.



The little bowl of sauce is actually apple sauce. =) Very sweet and tasted delicious.
Without any further due, let the pictures talk.


Next up, Bak chang?

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Wounded

WOUNDED

Wounded heart, 
Just a start,
Disappointment stirs,
Not the first.

Ready aim fire,
Not a liar,
Judge me not,
Starting to rot.

Painless flees,
Like a thousand seas,
Growing more,
Rips through the floor.
 
Look through the glass,
Marble-stained glass,
This is not the last,
Of the past.

Wounded soul,
Growing old,
Holding on to yesteryear,
Eyes brimming with tears.

Meaning of life,
Why strive,
For pride goes by,
A whispering lie.

Stone cold,
Now bold,
Existence sold,
For gold.

                                                                                                                                                                                                    Dixie 


Thursday, June 7, 2012

Fat and Thin, who are you to judge?

This is has been around for as long as anyone can remember. I am so fed up with people and with society itself that insist that being stick thin is perfect. A little meat on the bones DOES NOT constitute that you are fat. Such overbearing and ridiculous people. Hello, there is a difference between OVERWEIGHT and chubby and just the right size. Saw a comment on youtube about Kellly Clarkson being VERY OVERWEIGHT.

Society and their bull.


Honestly, do you think she is VERY OVERWEIGHT? Sorry, I had to emphasize on that as that comment really pissed me off.

Remember how people use to think women were beautiful, WITH CURVES? Look at most of the olden paintings, REAL WOMEN HAVE CURVES.

Missing again.

Short post.

4,000 words. One week. Go figure.

A little short fused at the moment but you are not helping either. Yes you.

PR 2 = crappiest essay I have to write. What sense? No, it's nonsense to be exact and yes, I am conversing with myself. Scared? See little red box with X marked on it, well, CLICK IT!




This fella below is the lead singer for Neon Trees.


THIS fella on the other hand, is famous movie star Jim Carrey. See where I'm heading?

They look SO ALIKE! Sorry, I could not get a better picture of Tyler Glenn(lead singer of Neon Trees) but try watching their video here. Go on, say that I am wrong, but watch the video first. First First FIRST!

Friday, June 1, 2012

I need STRENGTH.

I have observed something else under the sun. The fastest runner doesn't always win the race, and the strongest warrior doesn't always win the battle. The wise sometimes go hungry, and the skillful are not necessarily wealthy. And those who are educated don't always lead successful lives. It is all decided by chance, by being in the right place at the right time. Ecclesiastes 9:11

Trials and tribulations, part and parcel of life. God, grant me strength to carry on.  Can't do this on my own. Feelings of jealousy, envy, misery, anger, injustice... need to stop. Point. You asked why? I wonder why. Seems unfair? Me too. Problems? Who knows. Tired? Maybe. Fed up? Keep going. Give up? Never.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

A much needed Reunion.


 It's been a few years since I've met my high school friends. =( Still missing the whole lot, and a whole lot more who were not there. Some may be over seas, out of state etc. But thankfully, at least there was an effort to keep in touch with the remaining people who are still here.

Mei Ji called a few of us out to celebrate Kah Mun's birthday, so we met up in Pyramid and decided to go for dinner at Bubba Gump. It was my first time there. I have to say, portions were quite small but they serve AWESOME FRIES!!!!

Outside Bubba Gump, there is a long  bench, basically this whole restaurant centers around the movie Forest Gump. Don't know about it? Watch the movie. Tear jerking movie it was.


Pei Yee fooling around.
Raagini, Blue thing and birthday girl, Kah Mun. (L-R)


Forest Gump shoes.

Look, my name on the menu, now I can die peacfully, HAHA.

Birthday cake that Mei Ji made, small but delicious!




Scroll with all the birthday wishes made by Mei Ji, I felt that this is so creative!!!

Kah Mun and I

The whole lot, met new people! =)

'Seremban-nians" or Puterians. 

Finally, together.

Pei Pei and I, she has been my best friend, all those crazy days in high school.

Raagini! Finally, a get together!

Taken by Pei Yee, I think I looked nice. =p Self praise, I know.

Food was not bad, and like I've said, portions a tad small. Missing a few people like Chloe, Jian Li, Mei Lin, and many more. Missing them a lot.

Sorry, did not take any pics of the food, was starving actually. Needed sustenance to fuel us. Overall, I MIGHT go back there again but it would not be my first choice of a restaurant if you are very hungry.

That is all. Hoping to have a bigger and "fuller" reunion, meaning more people! Night folks.